My condolences for your loss. When our loved ones die it pains our hearts. Our loving God is aware of this and he comforts us by means of his word the Bible. Psalm 34:18 says: "GOD is close to the brokenhearted; He saves those who are crushed in spirit." The promise at Revelation 21:4 is also very comforting which says: "He (God) will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore." May these words strengthen and encourage you during this time of bereavement.