my Brent aka bjt ; hard to know where to begin our story nd almost unbearable to end it ...our school skip days basking in the sun fishing - me always able to count on your handsome self leaned up against the register in front of the library between 5th nd 6th hour with a wrigleys piece of gum for me - never really saying to much -jst always your gorgeous smile for sure :) Alot of crazy times later in life ; tuck nd role ;) - you chasing down me nd my buddy,, totaling my car:/ afterwards you went to his home still angry saying it all happened cause he took your girl lol ; etc. ALL the memories of you and your baby girls-firework shows, fishing, sleep overs, trips to the play grounds etc... your love for them was real nd will be forever spoke of in your absence , that i promise..Your love nd memories with your leap frog aka Olivia floating down the river nd how forever long it seemed to take ;) , nd the fishing trip down the river that i wasn't welcomed on with you 2 -per leap frog- she said i didn't really want to fish like you guys ! she truly had me along to drop u off nd drive to the destination bridge and wait..lol all so very special nd we thank you for them... Brent we have a lifetime of memories, good nd bad , but ALL ours nd i would NOT change any of them...NOT one!! We spoke jst hours before you passed nd planned some things ; darn you Brent; I'm still holding you to them ;) "UR NO?" if i would of known it would be our last conversation ;if only :( .. i did end it with i love you ; i pray you know this nd felt it. You know that physically i can not make it to your service nd why; but i pray you know i would NEVER miss it if i had a choice ! I'm gonna be well enough to come home soon nd I'll make it up to you ! deal ? ;) "UR NO?" well my love ; ; Let's not say goodbye; I hate the way it sounds; so if you do not mind; let's jst say for now ; see you when i see you ; another place, another time ; If your down my way or when i get up your way ; I'll see you when i see you !!!!! i love you Brent- forever nd always